Tuesday Update on My Identity 29th June 2021


Tuesday Update on My Identity 29th June 2021

Neela rolling down the stairs. Avni holds her in lap. Neela kisses her hand. Avni recalls Aisha kissing her hand before she died. Avni says nothing will happen to you, we all are here. Neela closes eyes. Neil checks her pulse and asks Ali to call. Ali calls for ambulance. Neil gets back. Bebe asks Neil why is he silent. Neil cries and signs no. They all get shocked. DD calls and says Neela is murdered. Avni asks are you mad DD, Neela just fainted, she will get fine, we have to take her to hospital. Avni says nothing will happen to you, our perfect family is with us, be patient, Neil is with us, he won’t let anything to you. Shweta says Neela is….Avni says nothing will happen. Doctor comes.

Doctor checks Neela’s pulse. Avni says you will get fine Maa, then we will have photo shoot of perfect family. Doctor says we have to take her. Avni says you will get fine. Prakash asks Avni to stop it. Avni asks Neil what is he waiting for, they have to take Neela. Neil says doctor is trying to tell you, listen to me, its too late, no hospital can bring her back now. Avni slaps him and says how dare you say this.

Avni says Maa, they are seeing as if I got mad, come back to senses and prove them wrong, I was shot at my chest, when you saved me, nothing can happen to you, we came home now, we are with our perfect family, we have everyone here, you can’t leave me. Neil asks her to be strong. Avni shouts Maa and cries. Neil says stop it, Neela is gone, she will never come back. He hugs Avni. Everyone cries.

Vidyut says they snatched my mum, I have snatched Avni’s mum, everything would have been fine if Avni didn’t cheat me. Gurumaa says you cheated me because of Avni. He says Avni didn’t accept me, I went to kill Neil, but Neela came in between and sacrificed her life, if she loved me so much, she would have been alive. She says this is mum’s biggest weakness and strength, she can go to any extent for child, and child doesn’t know her value till she goes, then he cries and calls her back, but she doesn’t come back, you have lost everything, even Avni. He says no. She says yes, you will never get her, you don’t have your mum and Avni with you, there is no past and future, its just the present,

its morning, everyone gathers for Neela’s final rites. Neil asks Avni is she listening. He gives her the pot. Avni recalls her first meet with Neela. Avni drops the water from the pot. She recalls Neela’s words. Neela and Avni’s life journey is seen in flashback. Avni drops the pot. Everyone cries. Avni sees Neela. She goes and kisses her. Pandit asks her to give fire to the pyre. Avni cries and asks Neela not to leave her. She drops the firetorch. Little Avni comes and holds her. Neil asks Avni to be brave, Neela is with them. Avni says I can’t do this. Neil says Neela will always be with us, you will have to do this to get soul peace for her. Avni lights the pyre. Everyone cries.

Avni hugs her childhood avatar. Neil hugs Avni. Aa leke chalun….plays…. Everyone leaves. Avni sits crying and thinks of Neela. The pyre burns to ashes. Avni writes Neela Maa. She sees Dayaben. Dayaben says you have lost despite of winning, you can never live like normal people, you are darkness, darkness can never dream to become light, you are a grief, whom you love will go away from you, haven’t you realized this till now, first your own mum, dad and now Neela, you are a sin child, poor Neela raised you and loved you as a mum, she sacrificed her happiness, what did you do, you repaid her favors by killing her, you can just make people suffer, stop now, stop this mayhem which you call your life’s purpose, just jump into this pyre and stop this game. She disappears. Avni cries and says yes, I m cursed, I m destruction for my loved ones.

Neil saying it can’t be Vidyut. Commissioner says we don’t have to delay, else Neela’s culprit can get escaped. Neil says it can’t be Vidyut, he had a knife in his hand. DD asks then who has shot. Neil recalls and says I did, I was the one who shot Neela in the darkness, I have snatched Neela from Avni. DD says no, let firearm reports come, everything will be clear. Neil says I should tell Avni what happened, even if its a doubt, I should tell her. Shweta looks on shocked.

Men pack the things in Neela’s house. Avni asks the man to let the temple be there, she will manage. She cries. Ali hugs her. She asks him to go. He says take care and goes. Avni sees some clothes and hugs. She recalls Neela. FB shows Neela saying I want small babies, a girl and a boy, girl should be cute like Neil, boy should be angry one like you. Avni says you don’t look mum, and you want to become Nani, what’s the hurry. Neela says I want to play with babies, I will take them to park, movies and PTMs. Avni says it means I will be out of the picture. Neela says no, this will never happen, you are my child, most imp for me, I can’t survive without you. Avni holds her and says I m nothing without you. FB ends. Avni says everything is incomplete without you, its darkness for me everywhere, light will never come this way. She cries.

She says I wanted revenge, but got this destruction. She cries. She takes Neela’s bangles. Vidyut comes. She says you go, I will pack everything. He picks a bangle. She gets shocked seeing Vidyut. She says don’t touch anything, I will kill you, just go. He says don’t take your mum’s death on your heart, if you had agreed to me, this would have not happened, see this, I had booked four tickets, yours, mine and for our mums, see what happened now, everything can get fine if you want, I love you a lot, Avni, only one chance, try to understand, I really love you a lot. She says stay away from me. He says sorry, please promise me that you will give a chance to our love, please, will you do it, take your time, think about it, I have nobody other than you, whom do you have except me, nobody, I will come back. He leaves.

Bebe asks Prakash for her sleeping pills. He says I gave it to Shweta, she was not getting sleep. She thinks how shall I get peace. Neil comes and sees Avni talking to Neela’s pic. Neil asks will you listen to me. She says yes, else mum will get angry. He says Shweta has sent food for you. He feeds her and wipes her tears. Bebe asks are you having coffee after having sleeping pills. Shweta says just like that. Bebe finds medicine wrap in the bin and shows Shweta.

Neil says I know you will never misunderstand me, I will always love you and Neela, that day…. He tells everything. He says it was dark there, Vidyut was in front of me, Neela pushed me from behind, I had a gun in my hand, I didn’t know when I fired and….. this has not been confirmed, but there is a doubt, I m scared that…. He turns and sees her asleep.

Bebe asks are you mad. Shweta says no, I don’t know how to face it. Prakash asks what happened. Bebe says she added sleeping pills in Avni’s food. Shweta says I didn’t have any other way, you didn’t hear what I have heard, Neil told commissioner that Neela pushed him and he fired, he doesn’t remember but maybe she died because of him. They get shocked. Shweta says Neil was going to tell this to Avni and risking his love, this is the time they should get together and become each other’s strength, even if this is true, this truth shouldn’t come out, I added the pills so that she doesn’t listen to Neil. Neil makes Avni sleep properly.

He holds her. She rests in his lap. He sees Neela’s pic and cries. He thinks of Neela. He says how shall I tell you Avni, I find difficult to even breath. Prakash says Neil won’t be able to even breath, you shouldn’t interfere. Shweta says no, I want to save their relation. Prakash asks how long will you feed sleeping pills to Avni, you can’t hide this big truth from Avni. He goes. Shweta says you always say this Bebe, once relation breaks, it never gets fine, I want your blessings to save Neil and Avni’s relation. Bebe says I understand your helplessness, but its not right to add sleeping pills in someone’s food, promise me you won’t do this again. Shweta says I promise, but you have to promise me, you will support me in this. Bebe promises and hugs her.

Avni thinks of Neela and says please don’t go Maa, whoever I love get away from me. Neil holds her and sings Ek chidayya….. He says I wanted to give you a life which you never lived, its all my mistake, I wish this ended like a bad dream, I wish Neela was standing here smiling, I know this is not possible, I pray that report proves my doubt wrong, else I can’t meet my own eyes. He kisses her and rests by her side.